Tagged!
Tagged by Yenling, my water snake! Haha!
1. At what age do you wish to marry?
27 – 28?
2. How many children do you want?
2 (twins)! A boy and a girl!
3. What I want the most now?
A sign, some sort of miracle with life directions. No, really.
4. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Pharmacist!
5. If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be?
I’d rather not say.
6. What are you afraid to lose now?
Loved ones to death.
7. Do you believe in being in love forever?
Doesn’t sound practical, but yeah!
8. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
Chances are, nope.
9. What would you do when you’re feeling down and depressed?
Talk about it, then laugh at the situation.
10. What are the requirements that you wish from other half?
Perhaps, someone mature enough to guide but still silly enough to have a good sense of humour? The ideal list doesn’t exist, to begin with.
11. Which type of person do you hate most?
OMG, hypocrites!
12. Do you cherish every single of your friendship?
Yeah, because I think friendships are established. Just because I know you doesn’t mean we’re bonded by friendship.
13. At what age do you wish to die ?
Uh… So long as I’ve achieved what I want to achieve, it’s fine?
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family, friends, money (just being practical, not materialistic, really).
15. Do you find it a necessary for you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
No.
16.What do you want your friend to be like?
Yenling said: “The way they are. That’s why they are my friends in the first place!” Shahida agrees!
17. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends’ eyes?
Not judgmental. Real.
18. If you have a change, which part of your character would you like to change?
Haha, the never punctual part.
19. If you’re feeling low one day, who will you go to?
Family and besties.
20. Best childhood memory?
The outings like watching Disney on Ice and the good days in school when I was still clueless on what exams are really all about! Haha!
The Schedule
Topic: Hip Replacement!
Shahida’s Current Love Interests:
Shahida’s Pillars Behind Her Sanity:
Shahida’s Missing (& should make time for):
Including the small figure on the extreme right!
New Stuff, Perhaps (Not)
Goodness, I should stop being such a distracted learner and start focusing on Chemistry. Then again, it’s break! Though, I must say, I think the stuff I’m learning are really interesting! What’s scary is the competition. Oh yeah, the competition is insane. I never thought I’d care, but this class reminds me daily to stop being cocky and start studying.
On a completely different note, I’m missing a certain chat! Heh. Not that I’m going to elaborate on that. Personal stuff people, personal stuff. I realise I tend to think more about life (mine, in particular) during breaks – it’s just weird. Oh, birthday was wonderful! Simple, but there was something about how random people wished me and significant ones made an effort to celebrate the day together that made me feel so complete. I think everyone should catch Ayat-Ayat Cinta. It’s the best movie I’ve ever watched, believe me. Okay, this is total randomness.
PS: I haven’t been meeting some of you as much as I’d like, and I’m sorry. I’m not apologizing for prioritizing school, though. Heh. I’ll make time, promise! =)
Annual Affair
2008 has been a good year, albeit the start of it includes me nursing varicella. Considering that it’s only April, I believe I have achieved quite a lot, finally getting round to doing the things that have been pending on my to-do list since forever. It’s like, if I were to die today, I’d die a satisfied death, knowing I have finally left the positive marks I’ve always wanted to.
Nothing beats the lessons learnt though, especially those about life, emotions and frienships. It’s the year I learn that people from our pasts do come back, and for what it’s worth, it’s important to start accepting them again. It’s the year that has me on the common side of the receiving end of even more flattery, but taught me to be wiser in my speech.
It’s the year I realised that sister and I will not always be staying under the same roof, and that before she flies off with the man who managed to sweep her off her feet, I’d better start showing how much I love her. It’s the year I started witnessing friendships morph into something totally indescribable, reminding me that I can never really be alone because there will always be people who either care, or are in the same boat as me.
I just hope the rest of the year will continue being as fulfilling. 2008, it’s a good one… Right, and now, I need to study. =)
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Smiley Days
W54F. Probably the friendliest, most mature and hardworking group of classmates I could ever wish for. I’m so thankful, assigned into a class I feel so comfortable in. It’s nice how everyone is helping each other out, always. To think we’re already planning a Swensens Ice-cream outing on the second day! Ah, the warmth.
Anatomy and Physiology was interesting! Brought me back to my Biology days in secondary school. Surprisingly, Applied Chemistry was fun too, considering how much I used to abhor it! I love my classmates. I really, really do. =D
On another note, Fee and I can get totally clueless when we’re together. As we were sharing our usual share of stories with each other in the train, we lost track of where we were. So, after the train stopped at a station for about ten seconds or so…
Fee: Where are we?
Me: *checked* Dhoby Ghuat. *turned back to talk to her*
Me: Wait, Dhoby Ghaut! Go, go!
*bumped into Fee, who dropped her handphone in the packed train and had to go around picking it up*
Fee: THANKS SHAHIDA! Can you imagine if the doors were to close while I was picking my handphone up?! I would have died of embarrassment in that train alone! I was already set on leaving without it!
HAHA! It was just funny, seriously! Heh. I love that woman, she makes all my stupidity and silliness seem okay, especially with regards to the current situation. I’m quite surprised, albeit thankful. I’m not all that bothered anymore, though I wish it could have been different, somehow.
Right, I should go. School tomorrow, YAY! =D
PS: I really enjoyed our secret meeting. *winks*
Whatever Fits
“OMG! FAST GAME SAK DEYTU”
Like, totally. I’m not going to translate that because I think it’s gonna lose its oomph. It’s just so funny, considering the person saying that in her typical way of doing it.
Weird, I thought I’d be happy. But after, I was reminded of the criterion, of things that really matter. Too fast, it ain’t good. At the end of the day, I know I’m just in this for the fun, nothing serious.
The confidante said deep down, she believes the ideal would come when she’s ready. The sweetheart reminded me of the whisper I have yet to hear. The sister, on the other hand, is sharing the joy.
The self is skeptical.
She’s right. My problem (or the lack of it) lies in me still believing that perfection comes to those who wait. Patience is a virtue, they say. So fine, I’ll do just that. Yes, the evaluation list is very important. No, I’m not negotiating, because you won’t do yours too.
Sisterhood
Thank God for encouraging sisterhood; I got to drive the car unlicensed! Can’t wait for the real deal. I want to watch The Pillowman!
I love Fee. Seriously.
Path, All Mine
YA! is a gift, inclusive of successful missions aimed at making me feel inept, with their list of elite schools and perfect academic achievements. Entering a local university was never a major feat. As if, it was never a gamble. As if, it’s the obvious. As if, these schools welcome them, and they know it. Incredibly humble, yet intimidation was inevitable. For me.
YA! is a gift so totally precious, because they showed and often say, though subtly sometimes, that I am just as capable. We worked, they saw, faith restored. Now, I just need to hold on to that for two more AYs. Hang in there Shahida, you know you were made for better stuff.
